I am a scribbler. Tasked to sketch pauses. Without care, nor structure, intimately illegible, with urgency and all the randomness only scribbling can do.
September 30, 2009
As of yet untitled
Unfortunately for you, kahit anong piliin mo, kapangalan n'ya ang isang sikat na lokal na biskwit. Yun may palamang choco fudge. There goes the 'O'.
"Oi ang sakit", ang palahaw ni,
Jo
September 27, 2009
I love, Oh so destructive Ondoy
10:30 AM: I carried the following to higher ground (had help from mother where it's needed):
1) 4 CPUs
2) 4 18" CRT monitors
3) a sampayan-worth of clothes
4) 5 gallons of mineral water
5) 2 wood cabinet's full of stuff and stuffed toys
6) 1 5-seater narra sofa
7) 1 stove-top oven
8) 1 washing machine plus dryer
9) 1 30" flat screen tv
Did I mention that it was just my mother and me at home? Brother pig's at school and male cousin's at work. Our two hopes out there, somewhere. We were just finishing up downstairs when ankle-deep flood water came in.
Upstairs, just when I quoted "all's well that ends well", my mother had this crazy idea to abandon the house for fear of getting trapped inside. She was already feeling some chest constrictions/difficulty in breathing, from fatigue, stress, panic, during this time that I did not want to contribute more to it so I gave in. Plus, I'm still my mother's daughter, I believed her when she said the flood water "will rise above the level of everyone's roofs". 11:30 AM: Carrying a small bag, we waded into the water which was up to our knees, with no umbrella over our heads and all the while assuming the role of the braver, in-command and more dependable of us two. Our goal was just to get out of the subdivision. At the gates, we were already drenched, hope was stumped. It was like seeing our village as a basin waiting be filled with water up to the brim. Water was rushing in, in strong current. We turned our backs and sought shelter nearby.
7:45 PM Mama and I started the trek back home. From the area we were at water was already gone from the street but by the time we reached the front of our house, half of my body was already submerged in icky, creamy goodness.
A day after, I'd seen on tv the tragedy Ondoy brought and it pricked my heart. Quoting another Shakespeare:
When sorrows come, they come not single spies
But in battalions
Hamlet: Act 4, Scene 5
I am sorry for those who had it worse. But, I am glad I experienced "ang hagupit ni Ondoy". Happy that I had it with my mama. We could have skipped that adventure outside the comfort of our home and just stayed in because flood water, apparently, cannot rise to that height (over the roof) in our area. It reconciled this rift between us. And with my brother. I love her more now. I appreciate her more. I'll miss her more too when she's already gone. My superhero of a mother.
Loves her Ma,
Jo
Ingrata
I did my own growing up," said the child to her mother.
- Hello Schoolgirl
September 22, 2009
My sedative
They were sitting
They were sitting on the Strawberry Swing
Every moment was so precious
They were sitting
They were talking under Strawberry Swing
Everybody was for fighting
Wouldn't wanna waste a thing
Cold, cold water bring me 'round
Now my feet won't touch the ground
Cold, cold water what ya say?
When it's such…
It's such a perfect day
It's such a perfect day
I remember
We were walking up to Strawberry Swing
I can't wait until the morning
Wouldn't wanna change a thing
People moving all the time
Inside a perfectly straight line
Don't you wanna just curve away?
When it's such…
It's such a perfect day
It's such a perfect day
Ahhh...
Now the sky could be blue
I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time
Could be blue
I don’t mind
Without you it’s a waste of time
Could be blue,
Could be gray
Without you I’m just miles away
Could be blue
I don’t mind
Without you it’s a waste of time
- Coldplay
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September 13, 2009
Mga utang kong larawan
Hates photobucket/-slideshow,
Jo