inevitable

there's that word again...and we all know of a very good word that goes hand in hand with this...::surprise::...change...

i seem to think a lot, lately, about my highschool days...can't help it...i know for sure that it is one part of my life i was at my happiest...although during that period in my life i seem to feel less than what i'm just coming to realize now...i mean i thought i was happy then...but looking back, i was actually...crazily happy...life was pretty much EASY back then...and and and...hmmm...brighter?...and when you think of the situation you find yourself in now...college life...ugh...regrets naturally come...i should have spent more of my time with the OLCians...and i seriously mean every second...even those wasted on studying during lunch breaks for a quiz in...P.E.?!?...ridiculous huh...it's like saying "i'd rather get a 0 than miss a great time with...august...hahaha...no seriously...i would have done that had I known...::SIGH::...it's worth the risk...if it will mean that i'll get to have a bunch of good memories which will last me a lifetime and push me through the hard times that I am currently suffering from now in my academic life...baon kumbaga...

::tears::

::moment of silence::

and so i give you what inspired me to pour my heart out:

"Everything changes...nature, people, the world in general. Sometimes these changes are wanted and needed, sometimes they are welcomed. But then there are the changes that nobody wants, and nobody thinks are needed. They try to go back, to undo the changes. It might work for a while, but it will never be the same as it was before. You and everyone else will remember the change, and it's there forever. Change is inevitable. Change is there forever and there is no going back. To truly love living you must learn how to accept those changes no matter what the cost. " -unknown (not famous)

but then, remember, we are free to go through life hating changes...it's much more fun like that...don't you think so...

THE END

P.S.
getting serious with life starts at...hmm...1st year 1st sem...